Their Story....

His side of the Story ;

I remember seeing her first (noticing would be the right word, I guess) at ICH (SPICE Manit then). She was with her friends & luckily I knew one of those girls and call it sheer luck, It was her birthday! Wasn't the lady luck smiling on me? Didn't even destiny want me to start talking to “The girl.” I went to their table, wished the birthday girl & soon got lost in “The Girl’s smile.” There was something so surreal about her and especially her smile. Words fail me to describe the way I felt! There was something so common yet so unique about her.

Anyways I left after a minute and life moved on. Has MANIT waited for anyone? Saga has it, you are an alumnus of this college until you realize how dearly you are in love with it. But I fell in love with my college in the very first year for it made me meet “The girl.” Long before I could try talking to her in person semester vacations happened and proved to be a blessing in disguise. I added her at FB and we started chit-chatting and during one of the conversations I asked her out for a coffee. (Please don’t misjudge me with the desperato Social networking addict, who tries his luck with every second girl at FB.)

I went out with her and a friend of her (ya, kabab main haddi, typical “my friend is the best. How dare you thought she would date a cheapo like u?” types ). Though I have always believed that two is company and three is crowd but we had a nice time and I was bounding with “The Girl.” Next day I went out with her again on the excuse of making some random arrangements for some not so famous program at the college and this time it was only her and me. Needless to say those couple of hours form some of the loveliest memories of my life but I was worried, I was troubled. Something inside me kept bugging me all the time as to how could an average guy like me be with such a perfect lady and if it was true that we were out, how do I prove myself to be deserving & this is when I started to lie. I started showing a goody-goody image of mine. I told her that I had always been submissive in my life, never dominated, not at all stubborn, born with the silver spoon and what not? But this was all what I thought she wanted to hear and not what she expected from me. May be this is when She started considering me just another guy.

Anyways the evening ended soon before I wanted it to end and before I could have thought about what I said to her. After that don’t know what happened, she stopped seeing me, we stopped being the good friends, the era of messages ended, she seldom replied and I guess It all ended. All I can do now is to console myself thinking that Life is not always sweet. Sometimes all you get is a single chance to make it count, yet all said and done I miss her smile, I miss being with her, I miss the way she was.




Her side of the story ;

I added a random guy during the second semester vacations of MANIT. Had i heard his name before? No! But we had 50 mutual friends. I saw his photo. Ya, I had seen this guy. Maybe he belonged to my batch. He later told me that we had been formally introduced during some birthday party, I hardly remembered.

He started with formal chit-chat at FB and he wasn’t bad. Though a typical flirt, but I still liked the way he talked, the way he admired me. 13 odd times he asked me out for coffee. 13 times I ignored. He kept asking me every day but strange enough I didn't find it awkward or bad rather I liked his regular persuasion. He made me feel important. And, finally the 14th time I said yes. Not that I really wanted to be out with him but I was bored of ignoring him.

We went out, with a friend of mine. I don’t remember much but the evening was just fine. I first time thought about this guy, there was something very common yet a bit unique about this guy. Next day he again asked me out and I accompanied him to a restaurant. That day came as a shocker. He told me how he had been a mediocre, submissive and mother’s boy all his life. Come on, who submits to everything like that? Who doesn't fight for what he deserves? Who has never faced challenges? I have traveled around the city in local’s uber no of times and here is a guy who has never seen a public transport. Is this going to work out? I didn't think so and It all started to drift apart. Not that I didn't want to give it a try, I genuinely admired the admiration he had for me in his eyes but if only he had been a little more stubborn, a little rebel, a little against the wind things could have been different. I stopped replying to his texts for I was angry over his submissiveness and this was my way of showing it. Maybe he didn't get it, and stopped texting totally. Maybe he left it to destiny like all the times, but I wanted him to try. He didn't! I never thought I would say this but I miss his constant admiration, I miss him being around me and I miss the way he was.

image courtesy - amirables.blogspot.com

p.s. – before you ask me about the names, I would like to provide this kind information that this post is entirely a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person living or dead is purely co-incidental :p

p.s. 1 - It has been really long since I have blogged, but this time I ain't gonna promise to be more regular, as I hardly keep them :D

p.s. 2 - have not been talking to my bestie for like a week now, am experiencing a huge lack of clarity,crossed with a ton of WT F's, followed by uncertainty and anxiety in life buddie.. :(
hope she reads this and calls.

p.s. 3 - mujhe kya aur koi kaam nahi hai, jo p.s's hi likhta rahunga.. cya :)



song of the day - Jaa Chudail , Delhi Belly :))
Thumbs up for the Sitar Flares


humor of the day -
"NDTV: Victim: 'Sharad Pawar Touched My Breasts'
Think yourself lucky - he fucked the rest of the country."

The semester that went by.....

Another incredible semester in MANIT is on the verge of getting over and what a roller coaster ride it has been till now. This is the semester that saw it all, depths of despair as well as heights of happiness, be it organising the Mega event Virasat (who am I kidding?) successfully or mindless abuses right outside admin after joints session on the Maffick pronight!

On a personal front I would dedicate this semester to the new linkups. Met some new like minded (ya khaali dimaag shaitan ka ghar types) people and I cherish the firendship bond we share. I also developed a huge crush on a batchmate this sem, somehow started talking to her (ya all the Jugaad and fielding jamaana wali cheezain but fnally nothing else than FB worked! Hail Zuckerberg!) and gradually realized that there was nothing so exceptional in her except her smile. Agreed that smile still gives me goosebumps. Crushes have always been dificult to sustain for me they say :D

I single handadly (sum credit to my belt and 10 no. chappals :p) made it sure that birthdays were never more painful and stinking for friends. Also, I didnot compensate with my Dassna skills. My oriental dassna reached a peak point at Fb! 

While some mates faced a bitter heartbreak (my sincere sympathies and time to enjoy the khulla sand period folks) some people stuck a bell in each other's heart But the highlight of this semester would be hooking up of Mr. Jerk and Miss Pervert. The Boy who showed his likingness to almost 80% of the cows/girls of FGH (cows for him, girls for me :p), finally got accepted by Miss desperate to fall in love. (in case you still cannot recognise the couple, message me at fb, not that I will tell you the names, I will have my share of laugh fucker, for your aweful idea of ur batch mates)

This semester also saw the aweful maffick pronights which I literally regret seeing! Be it the Kavi samelann or Jal Band night! The only thing worth mentioning abt techno maffick was chanting "Kashmir hamara hai" naare during the Jal band night. It was spontaneous and something worth relishing!

Not to forget the batch! I am in love with the feeling to be in TTN. Blood, bargad, Pride!!

Cheers to the yet another semester that went by leaving behing its share of bitter and sweet memories but looking behind I thank God (if it exists!). "Thank God! This semester happeped."

p.s. - Have been inactive at blogger for so long now that making excuses would also not help, But now with exams round the corner (starting this 20th) I ought to be more regular ;)

song of the day - Taylor swift, you are the best thing ever been mine (this song is here for someone special) ;)

humor of the day - You know you're an ugly fuck when you're the one asked to take the photo. :P 

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I'll be there..!!

When the routes look so tortuous,
when the destiny starts flouting,
when you stand there all alone,
weeping,whining and shouting..
Remember, I'll be there..!!

When the heat gets on top,
you look for some shade,
the hands won't raise,
and you still walk the blade,
Looking for some shelter,
if the roofs seem bare,
Remember, I'll be there..!!

When the chide surrounds you,
and the purple patches are long gone,
the hard times arrive crawling,
the joys torn and blown,
Turn around and see,
if nobody appears to care,
Remember, I'll be there..!!

When you look for some water,
and the throat wrecks so dry,
life would seem a desert,
in solitude will you cry,
Entering such a mire,
where nobody seems to dare,
Remember, I'll be there..!!

Love those whom you like,
Have them all your life,
still if they go away so far,
don't sink yourself below the par,
Broken and Enfeebled,
if you still look for a pair,
Remember, I'll be there..!!








p.s. - Get well soon re shivansh bhai !! jaldi theek ho re...